Self-discipline is remembering what you really want

I am working on a monologue where I play a pumpkin with an Irish accent.  

I’m not sure what I want and I’m not sure what I ever wanted, but I’m pretty sure it wasn’t that.

The show opens next week.  It feels similar to, but not the same as what I eventually want to do…whatever that is.  This is not to say I’m not appreciative and it is not to say I’m not having fun.  I enjoy doing shows like this, especially with people I like.  There are some talented folks in this show.  I am getting my silly on.  It’s just that something else — The Project — claws at me, waiting to be fulfilled.

More later this week…I’m contemplating with-it-ness.  My teaching background is mewing in my ears a lot this week.

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