Author: Jackie Pick

Jackie Pick is a former teacher and current writer living in the Chicago area. She is a contributing author to multiple anthologies, including Multiples Illuminated, So Glad They Told Me: Women Get Real about Motherhood, Here in the Middle, as well as the and the literary magazines The Sun and Selfish. She received Honorable Mention from the Mark Twain House and Museum for her entry in the Royal Nonesuch Humor Writing Competition. Jackie is a contributing writer at Humor Outcasts, and her essays have been featured on various online sites including McSweeney's, Belladonna Comedy, Mamalode, The HerStories Project, and Scary Mommy. A graduate of the University of Chicago and Northwestern University, Jackie is co-creator and co-writer of the award-winning short film Fixed Up, and a proud member of the 2017 Chicago cast of Listen To Your Mother.

Not Gone, Not Forgotten

Hello! Remember my oft-repeated longing for the return of the school year, when I would have long-ish blocks of time to write here and write there, write, write everywhere?

Me, too.

No one seems to have told my children, who have been sick two-by-two (trading partners every couple of days for variety) for over three weeks now. We’ve already been hit with a stomach thing, a cold thing, a different cold thing, and now one has croup, while the one with the respiratory weakness is one day 4900 of the kind of hacking cough that (a) occurs every 2.5 minutes and (b) sounds what I imagine a consumption ward sounded like.

In other words, there has been no sleep in three weeks for them or for me. There has been no time when children haven’t been home, either feverish and needing me or stir-crazy and swinging from the rafters (while coughing.) I’ve tried writing while they watch a soothing episode of Jake and the Neverland Pirates, but it’s hard.

Please be patient, as I try to be patient with myself. I’m frustrated, no matter how much I love the fact that just my sitting on the same couch or bed seems to make them feel a little better.

But three weeks of heavy coughs 24-7? Not the best soundtrack for work.

I am tired, but I’m here, and I’ll be more here soon.

In the meantime, pass the Ny-Quil. (What did you expect? There have been children expectorating in my general direction for almost a month.)